Jumat, 22 April 2011

nearly 3 years

nearly 3 years, and you've never realize what I feel. I've always notice you, love you, and even I would feel sick for you. but you've never ever realize it ! ya, when you feel happy it's a satisfaction for me. as if I feel happy, but deep in real , it hurts .

when you told me about your girlfriend , when you pour out your feeling about her to me , I wanna say " STOP ! it's ENOUGH . don't talk about her anymore ! look at me . I'm here , loving you " , but it's hard to say , I don't wanna see you sad , I wanna help you to solve your problem with her .

well , I'm smiling , I'm laughing , but you've never know what's behind the smile and laugh , you've never see thousand tears from my eyes . it's totally hard of being in my position . I wanna out from this fucking situation , but I can't , this feeling tied me up here . somebody HELP ME ! KILL this feeling or even kill me :(

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